Shortly before Christmas, though, Julian brings
something up he’s dreamt of before. He wants to play in public with Ryan. His
partner is totally against it and suggests something else. Before they know
what happens, they have the biggest fight on their hands.
Instead of getting ready for a second Christmas
together, they are angry at each other. They both have to step back, make up
their minds and apologize before they spend the holidays being miserable.
Excerpt:
I stared at my groom,
totally speechless. He was really going to do this with me. Or I was going to
do it with him. In either case, this was real. We were going to get married.
Like, in ten minutes, we’d be a wedded couple. I swallowed against the lump in
my throat. When he’d asked me a few months ago, I was all for doing it
immediately. But now, as we were waiting for the last guests to arrive, my
nerves were getting the better of me.
Ryan was my everything.
My soulmate, partner, and sub, and I loved him more than anything. Spending the
rest of my life by his side was my own personal heaven.
He’d moved to Germany
for me, leaving behind his life and family in Phoenix, Arizona, as well as the
heat. Currently, in the summer, it was okay, but he’d suffer quite a bit when
the winter came. It would take a few years until he was used to the cold
winters in Nürnberg.
Currently, Ryan was
talking to his mother. His parents had flown in from the States to watch their
son get married. I’d met them before and really loved them. They were great
in-laws, and I knew they were truly happy Ryan had found a partner, even if it
was half a world away from them. When we’d planned our wedding, we’d decided
against our dads bringing us to the altar, so I was going to meet Ryan in the
middle of the rows of chairs, and then we’d walk to the registrar together.
This was going to be a simple civil union, since gays were still not allowed to
actually marry in Germany, but for
me, it was big. To me, it was marriage.
I tried to catch Ryan’s
eye. It was time. We had a party scheduled and afterwards, I intended to have
my very own celebration with Ryan. He was my sub for a reason, and I wanted to
make sure he wouldn’t forget that on this very special day.
I limited our playing
to the bedroom, something Ryan was absolutely fine with, but today, upon seeing
him in his dark suit, I desired more. It wasn’t the first time I’d closed my
eyes and imagined him on his knees, hands bound behind his back, while I showed
him off in public. He was so gorgeous, so stunning, in his submission, and the
dark suit accentuated it even more. He wore it as well as he wore my marks. I
wanted to let the world know this man was mine. He gave his lust, his love to
me, and I wanted everyone to see what was between us. This was one of the
steps, and wearing a wedding ring highlighted it even more for me, but I wanted
the other side, the BDSM side as well. I wasn’t too fond of public play, but
with Ryan I found myself entertaining the thought way too often.
I had absolutely no
restraint when it came to this man. We’d been together for a year and a half,
yet I still wanted him so much. A shiver crawled down my spine. Later, I would
put him on his knees and drive him out of his mind. He submitted so
beautifully, and seeing him in the suit, and knowing he’d said “yes, I do”
would make it even more arousing.
Ryan nodded in my
direction. Show time.
He exchanged a few
words with his mother, then headed in my direction. I caught his gaze. A smile
played around Ryan’s lips. He looked as happy as I was. We’d planned,
organized, and scheduled for this day, and now it was finally here. I still
couldn’t believe it. In an hour, we’d be married. I resisted the urge to pinch
myself, and instead moved forward toward my future husband.
Ryan took my hand, the
expression on his face radiant. The simple room in the city hall faded even
more against his grin. And I was getting sentimental.
“Ready, my love?” I
asked him, even though I knew he was.
“Of course, always.”
We turned to the rows
of chairs, where our families sat. Together, we walked to the registrar. Our
hands were still joined as we stopped at the podium.
“Can we start?” the man
asked kindly.
I couldn’t speak around
the lump in my throat, so I only nodded.
“We are here today to
celebrate a civil union between Julian Neumann and Ryan Aspen. Ryan Philippe
Aspen and Julian Walter Neumann, are you ready and willing to pledge to share
your lives with one another, in a committed and binding relationship?”
I gazed over at my
partner. “Yes, I am,” Ryan and I said together.
“Do you, Ryan Philippe
Aspen want to commit to Julian Walter Neumann?”
“I do,” Ryan declared
in a strong voice.
The registrar smiled
and I released a breath I hadn’t realized I’d been holding. Until this moment,
it had somehow been unreal. Picking out the suits, the appointment to get our
papers, the fact that our families were here, none of it compared to the fact
that he’d really, truly said yes.
The registrar focused
on me. “Do you, Julian Walter Neumann want to commit to Ryan Philippe Aspen?”
“I do,” I managed to
say. My throat was nearly closed off. We were really doing this. I had no doubt
Ryan was the one I would love forever, but it still was so surreal. Again, the
urge to pinch myself rode me hard, but it would’ve looked suspicious if I’d
done so in front of our witnesses and family.
“Then, by virtue of
this office, I declare you lawfully joined in a civil union. You can kiss now.”
The man smiled again. We’d talked about it before and told him we very much
wanted the kissing part in the
ceremony. While the whole affair was nothing big, this was something we
absolutely didn’t want to miss out on.
Slowly, I raised my
hand and rested it on Ryan’s neck, while he slipped his arm around my waist.
Staring into his eyes, I drew him closer to me. With a soft sigh, our lips met
for the very first time as a married couple. Holy shit.
His tongue teased my
lips, and all too willingly I parted them. Ryan tasted like he always did, yet
our kiss sent a shiver down my back. I loved him so very much. Shaking, I kept
him in the kiss, our tongues dancing. The registrar probably hadn’t meant we
should do this here, but I couldn’t
stop myself. My fingers were buried in the short hair of Ryan’s neck, his arms
were wound around my waist, and I couldn’t stop kissing him. I wanted to do so
much more, but that really had to wait a bit longer.
Although, if we didn’t
quit kissing soon, we’d have to leave the party before it even started.
With a last lingering
kiss, I pulled back a little and opened my eyes. Ryan seemed as flustered as I
was, his lips already shining and dark red like they always were whenever I
kissed him thoroughly. He was on the verge of getting on his knees, if I wasn’t
mistaken. He wouldn’t, not with his family here, but we needed to stop making
out. I’d have enough time to play with him once we were at home alone.
And I would play with
him. He needed it, and so did I.
Chris McHart
lives in Germany, with her husband, slave, Dom, partner in crime, and muse (all
in one person, not even she’s that kinky!). She loves her husband, men in kilts
and Scotch Whisky. Her idea of a perfect evening is to curl up with her laptop
and write (the other options are not suitable to post in public).
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